"My Heart's Content"

I’m hearing echoes of who I was before I met you
I’ am the same both now and then
I’ve just suspended who I am
I’m seeing pictures of dreams I had and tried to make true
I’ve excavated lost visions
It’s become more than a mission

This moment is more than the passing of time
It could be sacred, I could be sorry.
I could surrender my soul.
I feel the need to take hold of what’s mine
Hot winds of summer, Harvest is coming.
Sow a seed deep in my soul.

I’m afraid dozens of reasons can tempt my heart’s content
I pretend to be happy here
I’m waiting as the rain clouds clear
I’m getting used to a cubicle that is not what was meant
My mind sees more than I can see
There are new doors ahead of me

There comes a time to leave behind
A day to run away and find