I don’t know what possessed me to rent, and watch, Christmas with the Kranks. But, apart from it being mostly uninteresting and unfunny, I did learn something. When the credits were rolling I was both relieved it was over and put off by the realization that not one Christian Christmas tune was used in the entire Christmas movie. And, upon further reflection, the central plot of the movie seems to undermine Christmas altogether. It begins with a couple sending their daughter off to the Peace Corps and having the epiphany that since their child will not be with them for Christmas, they now have no reason or obligation to celebrate it themselves. The main conflict in the story is the intolerance of all the other Christmas celebrants (presumably Christians, though not necessarily implied) at the Kranks’ refusal to participate in the season and all its traditions. It’s as if the whole town was locked into an unreasoned and unquestioned adherence to Christmas tradition. But not the Kranks. They were enlightened! They knew better than to be bullied or bothered by Christmas. And who could blame them given the theologically bare and, therefore, traditionally bland version of Christmas presented in the movie. In a predictable twist, their daughter ends up coming home for Christmas and the Kranks are forced to quickly conjure up everything their daughter had come to expect at Christmas time: from the decorations to the annual party. In the end, those intolerant Christmas mongers rallied together to help the Kranks make Christmas special for their daughter. And we learned what the true meaning of Christmas is. It’s not about decorations, or preparations or presents. It’s not even about the birth of Christ. It’s about family. And so I learned that (except for an inconsequential collared clergyman) you can make a cultural “Christmas” movie completely divorced from Christianity.
The Kranks illustrates a kind of de-meaning that has come to be characterized as an assault on Christmas. Fox News anchor, John Gibson, in his new book, The War on Christmas, says, “Millions and millions of Americans . . . feel that Christmas is under attack in such a sustained and strategized manner that there is, no doubt, a war on Christmas.” I agree that there is a sustained attack on Christmas that I feel gets worse every year. It happens now when Christmas merchandise is being sold before children have a chance to pick out their Halloween costumes! It shows a gross commercialization of a good and holy day. But this is not in the forefront of Gibson’s mind when he speaks of the war on Christmas. To him the plot is more sinister. He paints liberals and atheists as villains that prey on the powerless in the name of inclusion. And though there are instances where his argument is true, the strategy employed is too broad and sly to suggest such a coordinated human effort. Rather, I suggest that the schemes being played out are satanic. In fact, as Gibson admits, “The war on Christmas is worse that I thought . . . because it’s really a war on Christianity.” There is a constant spiritual war being waged of which Christmas is only one theater.Of course, not everyone agrees. Bruce DeBoskey, director of the Anti-Defamation League's Denver office, says, “The notion that Christianity is under attack in America is absurd . . . a way to mobilize and polarize America.” This points to an unfortunate misconception about Christians, particularly evangelicals, who are increasingly being stereotyped as a political rather than spiritual sect, as we can see in the following 2004 article from Salon.com:
“Fresh off Republican wins in November, [Fox News Anchor, Bill] O’Reilly and company have ratcheted up the rhetoric. Mixing a kernel of truth with a grab bag of unconfirmed anecdotes, as well as some outright falsehoods, and then repeating the dire warnings, they’ve helped manufacture the impression that a tidal wave of anti-Christian activity, fueled by Democrats, is threatening to drive Christmas underground in America.”
Here we have Christians lumped in with Republicans and Fox News anchors. And when our leading apologist in the culture war this Christmas is indeed a Fox News anchor it makes it hard to deny. Personally, I am an evangelical Christian who is a registered independent and watches both Fox News and the “faux news” of Comedy Central (what O’Reilly dubbed “secular central”). I am not one of those Americans who have internalized the war on Christmas, heeded the dire warnings, or demonized liberals. I offer this essay as a writer who has heard the rumors and is looking for facts.
With this in mind, I have found that insofar as there is a war on Christmas it is being fought most prominently this year in three specific battle zones— retail, government, and the church—which I will address in turn. Then I will discuss the underlying cultural assumptions that must be addressed in order for us to win these battles. Finally, I will give offer a strategy that will give us the advantage in this war.
Battle Zone: Retail
This year the real hubbub (or should I say humbug) is over how we do, or do not, address Christmas in the private sector. As one reported put it, the “Christmas-or-else lobby this year is calling for boycotts of any retailers who fail to hustle Jesus along with every Xbox.” Some of the biggest offenders, according to American Family Association (AFA), are Target and Nordstrom. The AFA asserts that, though Target does sell Christmas items, it “does not use the word ‘Christmas’ in any of their in-store promotions or advertising,” and that, “the company itself does not display the word ‘Christmas’ anywhere.” They further contend that “Nordstrom shows a blatant ‘Anti-Christmas’ bias,” because it “simply refuses to use the word ‘Christmas’ all together. Even on their ‘holiday shipping’ section of the website, they only refer to ‘December 25.’ A search on their website doesn’t even acknowledge ‘Christmas.’” But there is hope for the Christmas crusaders who got the taste of victory this year when Macy's, boycotted for this same reason last year, announced in a letter to the Committee to Save Merry Christmas that they have changed their tune in 2005 and decided to use the word “Christmas” again in their print and television ads and feature the theme “Christmas Time in the City” at one of their major stores. Said Tim Wildmon, AFA president, “If you are going to make your earnings on the year because of Christmas, why should you be ashamed to call it Christmas? People don't buy Thanksgiving gifts.”
People like Gibson say, “Christmas is under siege from people whose faith is political correctness.” They say that retailers who replace “Christmas” with a neutral word “take away the very essence of what is being celebrated.” But in reality, these businesses have a different motive than ruining Christmas. In fact, promoting Christmas is to their benefit. They want to capitalize on it and they are willing to appeal to as many people as possible to do so. What is strange is that “this year's Christmas ‘defenders’ are not just tolerating commercialization—they're insisting on it.” And while some politically minded pundits say “it's all part of the relentless campaign to inject religion into everything” in order to dull the separation of church and state, I think it’s part of Satan’s campaign to inject politics into everything and so dull the Christian mission. But, as we know, Christmas is not a product to be sold but a story to be told. The story does not get any clearer when Sears decides to display “Merry Christmas” on its doors. Insisting on retailers using the word “Christmas” is another step in de-meaning the holiday. But it wasn’t our idea! It is the political action groups who have mobilized and manipulated their Christian base toward the end of flexing political muscle and planting in our minds the false hope of political power. The retailers are not our enemy.
Battle Zone: Government
One of the recurring questions in America is whether we should observe Christmas, or any religious holiday, in public places. Even in civic matters, the issue tends to revolve around the name. In 2004, Denver mayor, John Hickenlooper, got accused of humbuggery for suggesting that the lights on the City and County Building that say "Merry Christmas" should be replaced with the more inclusive “Happy Holidays.” But, due to public derision, the plan never came to fruition. Another mayor, Nelson Harris, of Roanoke, Virginia, was cast as an “anti-Christ,” even though he is a Baptist minister, for allowing the city Christmas tree to be called a “holiday” tree. And at Auburn University in Alabama, the Christmas tree was also renamed to the “holiday” tree in an effort to be more inclusive of those who celebrate other religious holidays. As one student explained, Auburn “is a public university and they're under a lot of social pressure from various ethnic and religious groups and they have to appeal to all of them." But Laura Steele, an Auburn Student Senator, saw it differently: “All I am asking is that the tradition of Christianity and the traditions of Christians are tolerated too.” Also, in Covington, Georgia, the American Civil Liberties Union (ACLU) threatened legal action against the Newton County school board if they went through with using the word “Christmas” on their school calendars when referring to what they now call “Winter break.”
But the issue extends beyond mere name-calling. Last year, a well-meaning superintendent of schools in Mustang, Oklahoma, Karl Springer, following what he considered to be conservative legal advice, cut the nativity scene from a school Christmas pageant so as not to chance violating the law, specifically, the establishment clause of the First Amendment of the U.S. Constitution. Even so, he did not pull the Kwanzaa and Hanukah elements from the production. He was getting chided by the community and media until he consulted Dr. Charles Haynes of the First Amendment Center in Washington, D.C., who helped Springer develop a policy that allowed for “education, not celebration” of religion, with which everyone now seems to be happy.
These are just a sampling of similar stories that have been played out in America recently. The issue is usually the First Amendment and concerns the balance between non-endorsement and free-exercise of religion. The general consensus, based on legal precedents, is that religious Christmas symbols, like nativities, may be displayed on government property as long as secular Christmas symbols, such as reindeer, are also displayed. And Christmas performances at public schools may include Christian songs, like “Away in a Manger,” if songs like “Frosty the Snowman” as also included. “The underlying thinking is that by recognizing many symbols of the season, the government is not unconstitutionally endorsing a particular faith.”
One problem with this arrangement is that what the law allows is not always allowed for in practice. Some school and government officials, as was the case with Karl Springer, are simply ignorant or misinformed about the law. Others conveniently take advantage of the ignorance of those around them. For some “even the commercial version [of Christmas] is objectionable because it has Christian roots. In their view, that makes it religious, and all religion should be forbidden from the public square.” So we fight. And, though it is true that some Christmas standoffs have ended in our favor, a battle won through sheer force (that is, by being the loudest voice) is not a decisive victory and leaves open the possibility of an enemy counteroffensive with even bigger guns (more pressure).
Another problem with the prevailing wisdom is its lack of common sense. Why must we go through the charade of displaying both Frosty and Mary, singing of both Rudolph and the three kings? I understand giving equal access to other religious symbolism. But why are we being forced to display a secularized version of our own holiday just to get the good stuff out there too? As one Jewish writer put it, “Christmas is a Christian holiday, and trying to eliminate the religious aspect is insulting. There's nothing more annoying than people telling me I should get a tree and string lights in front of my house because these aren't religious symbols. Or telling me that kids get off school for "winter break," presumably so they can worship winter. It's an infuriating inability to see through the eyes of the other.” Christmas is Christian. We should either acknowledge that and include it, or not acknowledge it and exclude everyone. But that is not what happens. Christians either get included as clowns or excluded as bigots. And though we must take what we can get, the current arrangement trivializes the Christmas message, effectively allowing only a secularized or relativized Christianity. Again, this is Satan’s subtle plan at work.
Battle Zone: Church
A cultural version of Christmas, like the one presented in The Kranks, is seeping into the Christian mindset as well. A number of mega-churches across America have consulted with each other and decided not to have services on Christmas, which falls on a Sunday this year. Of course they will have multiple services on Christmas Eve. Cindy Willison, a spokesperson for Southland Christian Church in Lexington, Kentucky, which has a weekly attendance of over 7,000 people, cites low attendance the last time Christmas fell on a Sunday, in 1994, as one of the reasons they will not have Christmas on Sunday this year. She said it’s “based on analysis of the number of people who attended in previous years and just a desire for us to emphasize family time on Christmas Day.” This may not be an issue for our Roman Catholic churches, many of which will be adding masses on December 25. But in the evangelical wing of the Church, it hits to the heart of a movement that largely defines itself by trying to be relevant to the culture around it. Robert K. Johnston, professor of theology and culture at Fuller Theological Seminary, remarks that this is really “a redefinition of Christmas as a time of family celebration rather than as a time of the community faithful celebrating the birth of the savior.” David Wells, professor of theology at Gordon-Conwell Theological Seminary, says this is evidence of a cultural corrosion in the evangelical churches, saying, “That we would think that going to church is getting in the way of celebrating Christmas—that the family celebration shouldn't be impeded by having to go to church—it seems to me that our priorities are upside down.”
It is interesting that one of the reasons for not having church on Christmas Day is the same reason given for not having school for two weeks in December: nobody will come. But when Christmas break was first conceived it was because we were all religious. Now, with this falling away from Christmas Sunday services it seems an irreligion could be creeping into the Church. This is the most alarming and disheartening battle zone of the three for, if Christians fail to take their own observances seriously, who will be left to argue for their public inclusion but the secularists who take Christmas to be a nothing more than a family spectacle you put on for the kids? Who will stand up against corporate excess and instead insist on making known the story of the great Creator who humbled Himself for His creatures?
No one is condemned for staying home on Christmas. Scripture speaks specifically to this issue: “Say, one person thinks that some days should be set aside as holy and another thinks that each day is pretty much like any other. There are good reasons either way. So, each person is free to follow the convictions of conscience.” My concern is the reasons people have for not attending church on a day of the week they would normally have done so. Though family tradition should be honored, why should it not bend to Church tradition on Christmas Day? I would not be so bold as to accuse my Christian brothers and sisters of yielding to satanic influence. On the contrary, I believe they are acting in good faith, doing what they think will most effectively reach their communities for Christ. But that they felt they had to make such a drastic move points to the fact that America is a post-Christian nation, and Satan has already taken too much ground!
When Satan Attacks
It seems the many years of spiritual warfare on Christmas have been quite effective. Everyone knows it to be the commemoration of Christ’s birth, but few celebrate it as such. Nor have they for years. Family traditions, even company parties, may play a bigger role in the American experience of Christmas than do any spiritual observances. Though the data considered, in my view, does not show a full frontal assault on Christmas, the effect is no different. In the private sector, we’ve been duped into calling for commercialization in the name of “Christmas.” In the public square, we’re fighting for what is at best a secularized version of Christmas. And in some of our most influential churches, the idea of Christmas Sunday service is being trivialized to those who most need to be acculturated into Christian tradition. If Christmas is but one front in the war on Christianity, there is much to lose.Peter Kreeft, in his book, How to Win the Culture War, points out that the success and survival of any society is its morality, the knowledge of which must be built on religion.” Based on what he calls “Colson’s Law” he says any society that loses its religion and, therefore, its sense of conscience is left with two alternatives—cops or chaos—and “will necessarily become totalitarianism.” He adds that “popular opinion can be just as totalitarian as that of any king or tyrant, and much harder to topple, especially when manipulated by a powerful and ideologically united media.”
But what is that ideology? It is the message of “the wagers of this war on Christmas” who Gibson identifies as the “secularists, so-called humanists, trial lawyers, cultural relativists, and liberal, guilt-wracked Christians.” They have all learned, formally through education and informally through media, to be open to anyone and anything. All lifestyles and ideologies are created equal. We should not discount anyone. “There is no enemy other than the man who is not open to everything.” This humanistic belief in cultural relativism has inclusion as its cardinal value. So when Christianity rears its head in public its exclusive message of Jesus Christ as the only way is a blatant blasphemy to this new religion. Even mentioning Jesus in any serious manner is considered an act of exclusion.
So, in this view, celebrating Christmas in public shows a total disregard for non-believers who might feel excluded. But Gibson retorts, “Feeling excluded is not being excluded. I do not feel excluded because Muslims go on a hajj, or because they observe the fasting of Ramadan in my presence. I do not feel excluded because Jews observe Passover. [But] in the schools, any appearance of Christianity is treated as a hazmat crisis.” In effect, “these liberal groups give lip service to religion, but only as a completely personal activity that should be practiced and celebrated behind the closed doors of privately held property.” Anything less than an utterly privatized religion is unacceptable. This flawed worldview has not only infected our culture. It has infiltrated the Church. It must be stopped.
Counterattack
“The neutrality of the state, vis-à-vis the religious sources and the religious expression of the particular culture, therefore can have in a sense only one option for detaching society from its sources, and that option is to support a different religious foundation in society.”
Francis A. Schaeffer warns us that, “if we as Christians do no speak out as authoritarian governments grow from within or come from outside, eventually we or our children will be the enemy of society and the state.” Right now the framework that allows for inclusion is precisely the religious framework of Christianity upon which Western societies have been built. Tolerance is a Christian ideal that “accepts difference in the way people conduct themselves . . . within its framework.” Once that framework is dismantled, we are almost certainly left with a totalitarianism of tolerance. “To cure this social disease we must,” says Kreeft, “infiltrate the psychology and sociology departments, along with the popular journalism and media production centers, that is, the mind-molding areas of the battlefield.” But what message should we bring?
Battle Plan
First, our defense of public displays of a Christian nature should not be solely based on historical claims. In Redlands, California, where I live, we voted on whether to keep a picture of the cross on the official city seal. Those opposed predictably cited tolerance and constitutionality as reasons for removing it. Those in favor argued that Christianity is a part of our city’s heritage. Though pointing to our Christian history may make a case for current Christian influence based on precedent, I think the opposite it true. An argument based on historicity relegates Christianity to the past and leaves no room for current religious expression. It, effectively, argues our way out of the war. It appeases the secularists and cultural relativists who fashion themselves as progressives and wish religion to remain in the past. Still, neither of the two groups would be happy if we won. And, in fact, in Redlands, we lost. Nevertheless, I believe our opponents will soon be willing to let us win a few of these battles as a concession—to pacify the crying baby of Christianity—and as a diversion from addressing the real issue of religious freedom for all faiths, including ours.
In the meantime, for the sake of even our opponents, we must renew the foundation of our society, which is our Christian faith. “The secularism of the modern European is a direct result of divisions in the Western church.” So, Christians here must start with unity. And what more appropriate way than by celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ. Let us together renew our commitment to emulate the attitude of Christ Jesus, “who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men.”
“A Christian lifestyle is the best witness to an alienated society.” We must pray for our culture for we are not fighting the people, we are fighting Satan over them. Though we may be marginalized at times we must not be quick to demonize those whose souls we covet on behalf of Christ. We must re-imagine our mission to world. When it comes to the war on Christmas, let us abstain from pointing fingers at the local municipalities and retailers. “Why can’t churches lead the way in celebrating Christmas?” How have we been using the word “Christmas,” if at all? As a friend of mine said, “I think as Christians we need to constantly remind people that Christmas is about the birth of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, and greet everyone with a joyful ‘Merry Christmas.’” Have our churches publicly displayed any Christmas symbols this year? How about on our own property, how have we represented Jesus there? If we are not so concerned about our own homes or houses of worship, how can we be so insistent on a neutral government and privately owned companies to spread the Gospel for us? If we are really intent on fighting for the cause of Christ, we must first commit ourselves. “The weapon that will win this war—this war’s atomic bomb—is saints.”
for Cultural Apologetics at Biola
Christmas: Theater of War
Posted by Shawn on 12/13/2005 06:35:00 AM 0 comments
Drawn Into Narnia: A Critique and Analysis of the Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe
My first reaction to the movie is that I think the editing leaves very little breathing room for me to take in some of the moments of the movie. The whole thing moves along rather quickly. I would much rather sit through a longer movie that has a more natural flow. But since long movies are frowned upon, I would settle for a tighter storyline.
A few green screen shots are painfully noticeable, in contrast to the overall beauty and realism of the movie. Aslan is astonishingly real and surprisingly emotive. The visual nuances and sheer realistic look of him is an amazing accomplishment. And the wolves are genuinely frightening.
The main characters in this film are cast well too. The children look like family and truly they look and sound very much like they did in my head when I first read the book almost twenty years ago. Lucy’s face speaks volumes. And Peter’s transformation from big brother to high king is stirring. Susan shows us that you can have a teenaged girl in a major motion picture who radiates innocence, grace and beauty, rather than having to act grown-up and be boy-crazy (which is an ironically brilliant set-up for what’s to come). Even Mr. Tumnus manages to pull off such endearing warmth, while Jadis exudes cold heartlessness throughout. Her battle scenes, though threatening to be over-the-top, are really cool! I have two complaints. Though I have known and enjoyed the witch in other movies, her character transcends her previous roles and thus relieves her of that baggage. Not so with her sidekick dwarf, who recently played Mr. Wonka’s right hand men and also has appeared in shows such as The X-Files. Even in costume and in character he seems like a transplant from another story. And the voice behind Aslan has been so prominent in so many movies lately (particularly Batman and Star Wars, which cater to the same crowd) that it’s hard to take him to be Aslan and not Liam, even though he does a remarkable job. When the acting does fall short (seems cheesy or contrived) I attribute that to the director, not the cast. Still, his vision for the film is grand, weaving in warm-hearted humor with royal magnificence. The music is particularly rousing, as much a character in the film as any other. Every emotion Lewis’ words accomplish in the book through description, the score achieves sonically here. Only a couple of times does the music seem disjointed from what we see on the screen. And what we see is a rather impressive world. But Narnia visually falls short of being a unified whole, focusing more on isolated scenes than on their continuity. This is disappointing since one glance at the map provided in the book gives the reader an apt sense of where places are in relation to one another. You would think a two hour movie could at least accomplish that. But that is a small matter, inconsequential. These are all the details.
The meat of the movie is in its themes. Of course, there are the themes of family, duty, responsibility, kindness, grace, evil (notice how it is evil to have it be always winter and never Christmas!), tradition, belief, truth, honor, selfishness, and sacrifice, to name a few. But what stands out to me most, that may have never occurred to me before, is the story’s sense of calling. Here are four siblings drawn into another world to make it their own and serve it as royalty. Certainly Aslan drew them there. The prophecy compelled them. Their circumstances convinced them. But they have, at many moments along the way, the ability to walk away and resume life as usual. In fact, that would seem the sensible—and responsible—thing to do! But they live up to their calling, because it is right. Aslan, the great lion, calls them and chooses them—he does not coerce them—to be kings and queens, gracious rulers and fierce warriors. He simply expects great things of them, inspires noble hearts in them, and they can do nothing other than love Him and obey. This is a beautiful illustration of what I call the dance of wills. Aslan chooses them. They choose Aslan.
Posted by Shawn on 12/11/2005 02:25:00 AM 0 comments
Pure Silliness: What I Think Of Blind Faith
I used to go to a little hole-in-the-wall taco shop in town. They had huge burritos with any kind of meat you could imagine. One day I ordered one, and enjoyed it, but it didn’t stay down very long. The meat was bad and I ended up puking out just about all of my internal organs that night. I never went back to that taco shop. It may have been a fluke, but I just don’t trust them anymore. But there are many restaurants I go to time and time again. I love their food and they never disappoint. My experiences have led me to believe certain things about the restaurants I frequent. Each time I go to my favorite restaurant and eat their delicious dishes, my faith in their good cooking and hospitality does not diminish. On the contrary it strengthens my faith.
Some define faith as a belief that does not rest on logical proof or material evidence. And some people take leaps of faith hoping to land on solid ground. It’s the intellectual equivalent of playing a slot machine. You may win, but there’s no way of knowing until you play. Blind faith is no nobler than changing lanes on the freedom without looking. In fact, it is dangerous. What if you ended up blindly believing in Scientology and ended up crazy like Tom Cruise? Nevertheless, those who take such a leap onto the Rock of Salvation, Jesus Christ, will quickly find their blind faith replaced by real trust, for He will show Himself to be trustworthy.
Other people are more cautious. They’re not your impulse shoppers. They research a car before they buy it, take it for a test drive. They already have a pretty good idea what they’re getting when they drive the car off the lot. Many people come to Christ that way too. They learn about Christianity, think through its claims, observe Christians, and maybe even visit a few churches before deciding to follow Jesus.
The point is that the evidence is there. Whether you discover it before or after you decide to follow Jesus, when you do, you will find Him to be faithful. The Apostle Paul says that even in eternity faith will remain. Even once we’ve seen the object of our faith, we’ll still have faith because faith is not a matter of what we do or do not see. It is a matter of trust. And when we get to Heaven we will trust God even more!
Posted by Shawn on 12/10/2005 03:04:00 AM 0 comments
Thanksgiving!!!
Greetings one and all!
I hope you all are doing well and enjoying your holiday. As we celebrate Thanksgiving, here are a few thoughts to ponder. Even in Old Testament times, giving thanks and eating went hand in hand. “These are the regulations for the fellowship offering a person may present to the LORD: If he offers it as an expression of thankfulness, then along with this thank offering he is to offer cakes of bread made without yeast and mixed with oil, wafers made without yeast and spread with oil, and cakes of fine flour well-kneaded and mixed with oil. Along with his fellowship offering of thanksgiving he is to present an offering with cakes of bread made with yeast. He is to bring one of each kind as an offering, a contribution to the LORD; it belongs to the priest who sprinkles the blood of the fellowship offerings. The meat of his fellowship offering of thanksgiving must be eaten on the day it is offered; he must leave none of it till morning” (Leviticus 7:11-15).
So stuff your faces, and give thanks! “We must leave none of it till morning!” But beware; too much food could give you an upset stomach. Remember the story of Jonah. After stubbornly refusing to heed God’s call, he finally came around and said, “I, with a song of thanksgiving, will sacrifice to you. What I have vowed I will make good. Salvation comes from the LORD.” So God decided to release him from his ocean prison. “And the LORD commanded the fish, and it vomited Jonah onto dry land” (Jonah 2:9-10).
But seriously, I leave you with these words from the Apostle Paul:
“I urge, then, first of all, that requests, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for everyone— for kings and all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness. This is good, and pleases God our Savior, who wants all men to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth. For there is one God and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, who gave himself as a ransom for all men—the testimony given in its proper time. And for this purpose I was appointed a herald and an apostle—I am telling the truth, I am not lying—and a teacher of the true faith to the Gentiles” (1 Timothy 2:1-7).
“Nor should there be obscenity, foolish talk or coarse joking, which are out of place, but rather thanksgiving” (Ephesians 5:4).
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!
Shawn
Posted by Shawn on 11/24/2005 04:27:00 PM 0 comments
Why Not Judge?
“Judge not, lest ye be judged.” We’ve all heard this before. More than likely, we’ve used it before. It’s convenient for just about any sin. It’s an easy defense to anyone who questions you about cutting corners at work or cheating on your significant other. And the great thing about it is that, since it’s from the Bible, you can make your sin sound spiritual. Even non-Christians are getting in on it: quoting the verse with the passion of a TV evangelist. It’s the ultimate get-out-of-guilt-free card; and it works—at least for a while.
Why have so many people—both Christians and non-Christians—latched on to the “judge not” idea? First, we must look at our relativistic culture where our prevailing moral wisdom can be summed up in two rules. Rule 1: Do whatever you feel like doing as long as it doesn’t hurt anyone else. Rule 2: say whatever you feel like saying as long as you don’t criticize anyone for following Rule 1. Second, we must look at scripture. Jesus did in fact say, “Judge not, that ye be not judged” (Mt. 7:1, KJV). We need to take his instruction seriously. We simply cannot go around condemning each other for every petty thing. There are matters of conscience that should remain so. There are times to refrain from judgment. But Jesus did not mean that we should simply sit back, smile, and let sin go. Third, we must look at ourselves. We sin. We cannot deny that in our hearts. “If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us” (1 John 1:8, NIV). The truth is there are moral matters in which we must discern between what is right and wrong in order to avoid unrighteousness and hold each other accountable.
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Posted by Shawn on 11/04/2005 04:32:00 PM 0 comments
Just the Beginning...
"You don't have to agree on everything to get on with somebody, you just have to agree on one thing." - Bono
Posted by Shawn on 10/14/2005 03:48:00 AM 0 comments
September Prayer
On the anniversary of 9/11, I offer this prayer I wrote four years ago, which seems once again to speak to our collective souls:
What can I give?
They want me to live
The way I did before.
But trivial and temporal
Are not what we weep for.
We have lost who we were before.
Turn off the TV. Turn off the lights.
Light a candle for peace tonight.
This is the end, where we begin
To fight the good fight.
Take someone's hand now, as we unite,
Say a prayer for grace tonight.
It's not the end.
We're in His hands,
Precious in His sight.
How much longer till we see
The full light of Your glory?
Proud men pierce the heart of peace;
But we trust You, King of Kings.
King of Kings, Prince of Peace,
God of Grace, show Your face!
We are weak, on our knees.
Save us from our enemies,
Jesus, please...
Posted by Shawn on 9/11/2005 12:00:00 AM 0 comments
Disaster & Duty
Here I sit with React Now (CMT, MTV, VH1) playing on the television. Pearl Jam comes on and their front man announces to his audience that they are trying to raise money to help the hurricane victims. He says they feel that the government should be taking care of this, but sometimes you have to rise up and help each other out. I get the general impression that they’re not the only ones who feel that way.
How sad it is that so many Americans have such a low sense of duty and patriotism, such an absent sense of pride and responsibility that they truly believe in their deepest heart that helping those in need, most by doing little more than contributing cash or old clothes, is—indeed, should be—a last resort!
When, exactly, did it become the government’s job to live our lives for us? How can I even write a sentence like that in America! Let me explain… Are we not supposed to be a government of the people, by the people, for the people? Were not our elected officials supposed to be our representatives and not our replacements? Are we so far divorced from this idea that, in our minds, the government must now be either our number one public servant or, if not, public enemy number one?
I expect a lot from the government. I expect them to clean up and rebuild the infrastructure of the Gulf Coast. I expect them to protect and preserve as many lives as possible.
I expect more from my fellow citizens! I expect them to care and restore broken lives. I expect them to first mourn with those who mourn. Then, I expect them to sacrifice what they have for the sake of those who have not. I expect them to provide shelter for those who have no where else to go. I expect them to feed hungry stomachs with food and fill hungry hearts with faith.
Despite the photo opportunities of the last two weeks, the government cannot be there to hold hands and calm minds. There is a human element that transcends political intentions. But even when the government is at its best, there is too much to be done. There is a mountain of catastrophe that must be moved through prayer and practical assistance. More than anything, I expect The Salvation Army, Samaritan’s Purse, World Vision, denominations and local churches to be on the frontlines.
In September 2001, I wrote the following words:
“We have suffered much loss in America. The world has seen and felt our grief and stands together with us, even as we realize our own solidarity. The biggest tragedy is the enormous human loss. But this disaster also halted transportation, commerce, and entertainment at all levels. It took away (if only temporarily) all we thought we needed and wanted and for which we had worked so hard. It left us only with a realization of what is really important: the people around us--all people, every human life--and faith in the one true and loving God.”
Why MUST there be an enemy for us to unite? Have we turned against ourselves simply because there is no one for us to unite against? Is it that the rest of the country is not facing the imminent threat of disaster that we feel so much more vehement about criticism than compassion?
We know that the federal government, under pressure, has been reconsidering its disaster relief procedures. How many of our state and local officials have become introspective about their regional threats? What will happen to California when a major earthquake hits? Will Washington be able to withstand another major volcanic eruption? So many natural disasters loom over us (not to mention human threats).
In this world we will have tribulations. When they hit, are America’s citizens ready—willing—to help? I hope the ideal of civilian compassion is not limited to a Christian worldview.
Posted by Shawn on 9/10/2005 10:27:00 PM 1 comments
Scrambled Age, Part 1
I found myself in the position of trying to explain postmodernism yesterday to various people at church. In my conversations I relied mainly on what I learned in researching the following thesis paper that I wrote in Summer 2002. I will present it on this blog in sections. If you’d like to read it in its entirety now click here.
Finding Truth in a Scrambled Age:
A Postmodern, Gen-Xer, Evangelical Perspective
I am a member of Generation X. I do not resent the label. I hardly know what it means. I suppose that is the point. About 10 years ago, everyone was so fascinated by our complacency and lack of identity. We were trying to find our place in the world. Like generations before us, we were trying to make our mark, but our mark was decidedly ambiguous. We were not particularly fond of the world we were born into. It seemed so fabricated and forced. Where our grandparents sacrificed our parents splurged. "He who dies with the most toys wins." That was the motto. Everyone was in the rat race trying to keep up, then trying to one-up their neighbors. At work, it was all about success. At home, it was all about image. We gagged at the thought. We became an "anti-" generation, nonconformists by creed. We just wanted to be ourselves, not become cookie-cutter cutouts of our parents. It became our moral struggle, to fight for the freedom to simply be. Now we are all grown up and starting families of our own. Reluctantly, tentatively, we have joined the "real world." But we do not see it the same way as our parents. Things have changed.
A new way of thinking has emerged and come to prominence in our time. Consistent with our cause of nonconformity, we decided that none of us should tell anyone else what the other should or should not do. We took "if it feels good, do it" to whole new levels and set a new moral standard: do whatever is right for you. This new morality may not have started with us, but we were the first to really own it, the first to just assume it and assert it without too much opposition. It resonates with the way we see the world. The thinking goes that since we do not want others telling us what to do we must refrain from telling others what they should do. Thus, we are free to decide for ourselves. It is a kind of golden rule. It allows us to do whatever we believe, think or feel is right. On the other hand, it also restricts our being able (read "allowed") to speak out about what is right or wrong because now all of that must necessarily be nothing more than opinion. According to our new morality we do not want others to force their morality on us. So, on such matters, the only acceptable moral voices are individual consciences. The Bible's "judge not lest you be judged," in this new context, is the supreme ethic.
This is but one perspective—my perspective—on what has happened in America in the last 20 years. The generation after me, born in the last two decades of the 20th century and called "millennials," are just graduating high school. They see it differently because they have grown up in this new ambiguous climate; it is all they know. But I have lived in two worlds. They may look the same, but the world we are in now is entirely new. We call it Postmodern.
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Posted by Shawn on 9/05/2005 11:20:00 AM 0 comments
Look Out! He's right behind you!
Lynda Sanchez, a Catholic pilgrim from California, keeps cool at the World Youth Day in Cologne, Germany.Posted by Shawn on 8/25/2005 10:36:00 AM 0 comments
It's Over Between Us
It’s been so long that we’ve been together, in fact, as long as I can remember. Sure there had been others before her, but she was special. It must have been around 1998 when we first met. She was beautiful with nice curves, not too hard to handle, and very responsive. We went everywhere together! We even went to Seattle and back.
Sadly, as time went on, it became harder for me to trust her. I’m a guy who likes to go places. And sometimes she just wouldn’t want to go anywhere or do anything. She’d just sit there and act as if nothing were wrong. She would even make random annoying sounds just to test my patience.
And I was patient. Even when she started to lose her looks I still managed to see the beauty in her. But still, it was plain for everyone to see that she could use more than just a little touch up. She was not aging gracefully, and I was starting to get embarrassed for her.
But I could handle all that. After all, every relationship has its ups and downs and needs a little maintenance from time to time. But it got to the point where, for all my effort, she was just completely unresponsive. Not only did she refuse to do anything together, but she even stopped making those unsettling sounds. (I would have settled for the sounds!) She just ended up making a spectacle of herself. And that’s uncomfortable for everyone.
It finally became clear that this was not going to work out. I had to let her go. Don’t get me wrong. We had some good times together. I’ll cherish all the memories. It’s just that I wasn’t getting anywhere with her and it’s time to move on. “Green-T” (short for “Green Thunder”) and I have parted ways. Though she really was a mess, it was sad to watch the tow truck take her away. We said good-bye at 9:14 this morning. Happy trails!
Posted by Shawn on 8/25/2005 10:34:00 AM 2 comments
"I Can't Complain"
So, on my way to church, I was just starting to listen to The Choir's new CD, "O How The Mighty Have Fallen" and within the first 15 seconds I knew that inspiration had hit. I had a verse by the time I got to church. About 5 minutes later I had a catchy chorus. After church, while helping tear down, I had a bridge and chord progressions. Later that day, during a short break in my day, I decided I needed a second verse. I got that, played what I had, and went on my way for evening service rehearsal. By the time I got to church again I had written the final lyrics (of course they'll need a little massaging as time goes on). So this whole song was written in a period between 7:30 a.m. and 4:30 p.m. Since this is a blog and not a jukebox, you'll not have the opportunity to appreciate this song for all it is, the whimsical melody being the best part. But here it is anyway...
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I have cause to cry myself to sleep at night
And good reason to expect some pain tomorrow
I could say that everything will be alright
But I'm looking everywhere for hope to borrow
I've been here many times before
I know the twists and turns
Behind every painful door
There's something to be learned
So I can't complain, I can't complain about it
I can't complain, but I could do without it
If you ask me how I'm doing, I'm not faring well
But I can't complain
I have seen you with your head low looking lonely
And I can't help but remember me that way
I had thought that I had found my one and only
But it turns out we both went our separate ways
I've been there many times before
We all will get our turn
Tell me what is heartache for
If not so we can learn
So I can't complain, I can't complain about it
I can't complain, but I could live without it
If you ask me how I'm doing, only time will tell
But I can't complain
I treasure every longing moment
The promise in the pain
I have found my heart's contentment
Mercy is my claim
So I can't complain, I can't complain about it
I can't complain, but I will go without it
When you ask me how I'm doing, I hope I hide it well
Cause I can't complain, I can't complain
I won't complain
Posted by Shawn on 8/21/2005 04:30:00 PM 1 comments
Equipped (by Ivette)
I have a link to La Vita e Bella on this page, but I didn't want you to miss this real life illustration of an important point. I republish my friend's comments here (edited and posted without permission):
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I met him outside of Barnes & Noble last Saturday, a man with smooth mahogany skin. He was squinting because the sun was in his eyes. He sat cross-legged in the fashion we called "Indian style," as a kid on the pavement, in the shade. He had a knap-sack. His hair was knappy too. A little outgrown, not quite an afro, but the natural curl bent this way and that atop his head. He was a bigger fellow so none would think that his homeless state had left him starvng quite yet. Nonetheless, I thought I should ask him if he was hungry. I went inside to get what I'd came for and when I came out I remembered that I'd intended to ask him if he wanted something to eat or drink. I went up to him and smilingly asked, "Are you thirsty." With sincere eyes, he replied "Yes."
The thing that blew me away was that, when I was ordering him a blended coffee drink that we so often thoughtlessly buy when we’re getting together for a chat with friends, I truly loved him. I didn’t know his name at the time, but the Lord put in me this overwhelming love for him. Not pitty. No, not pitty. I mean coming from Skid Row everyday with all of the resources available to the knowing and the willing, makes me believe that no one is beyond hope. He had enough social awareness to feel embarrassed to shake my hand without first wiping it vigorously on his jeans. I introduced myself to him, which is when I found out his name was Marshal, and I told him that we had resources for him, if he wanted.
It feels good to be able to say, “Hi, I have tools that can change your life” I mean it really feels good to be equipped with knowledge that can save people’s lives...
Posted by Shawn on 8/21/2005 06:40:00 AM 0 comments
Yo-Camp 2005
This last week I spent camping in the Sierra National Forest and visiting various venues around the area. The following are a sampling of snapshots I took. Though I took hundreds of shots, these are the more inspired/inspiring, or at least the ones I think merit a second look (sans shots of people).
CRY OF THE ROCK
A SUNNY SPOT
I DARE YOU TO MOVE
INTROSPECT
HOMELAND SECURITY
STRENGTH IN NUMBERS
SHADOW OF A GENIUS
IN THE LIGHT
FATE OF THE FALLEN
CHARM VERSUS BEAUTY
FROM PEACE TO POWER
ANY QUESTIONS?
FOREST THROUGH THE TREES
BRITTLE BEAUTY
Posted by Shawn on 8/18/2005 12:48:00 AM 0 comments
MESSAGE OF THE HOLY FATHER JOHN PAUL II TO THE YOUTH OF THE WORLD ON THE OCCASION OF THE 20th WORLD YOUTH DAY (COLOGNE, AUGUST 2005)
"We have come to worship him" (Mt 2:2)
My dear young people!
1. This year we have celebrated the 19th World Youth Day, meditating on the desire expressed by some Greeks who had gone to Jerusalem for the Passover: "We wish to see Jesus" (Jn 12:21). And here we are now, making our way to Cologne where, in August 2005, the 20th World Youth Day is to be celebrated.
"We have come to worship him" (Mt 2:2): this is the theme of the next World Youth Day. It is a theme that enables young people from every continent to follow in spirit the path taken by the Magi whose relics, according to a pious tradition, are venerated in this very city, and to meet, as they did, the Messiah of all nations.
It is true to say that the light of Christ had already opened the minds and the hearts of the Magi. "They went their way" (Mt 2:9), says the Evangelist, setting out boldly along unknown paths on a long, and by no means easy, journey. They did not hesitate to leave everything behind in order to follow the star that they had seen in the East (cf Mt 2:2). Imitating the Magi, you young people are also making preparations to set out on a "journey" from every region of the world to go to Cologne. It is important for you not only to concern yourselves with the practical arrangements for World Youth Day, but first of all you must carefully prepare yourselves spiritually, in an atmosphere of faith and listening to the Word of God.
2. "And the star... went before them, till it came to rest over the place where the child was" (Mt 2:9). The Magi reached Bethlehem because they had obediently allowed themselves to be guided by the star. Indeed, "When they saw the star, they rejoiced exceedingly with great joy" (Mt 2:10). It is important, my dear friends, to learn to observe the signs with which God is calling us and guiding us. When we are conscious of being led by Him, our heart experiences authentic and deep joy as well as a powerful desire to meet Him and a persevering strength to follow Him obediently.
"And going into the house they saw the child with Mary his mother" (Mt 2:11). There is nothing extraordinary about this at first sight. Yet that Child was different from any other: He is the only Son of God, yet He emptied Himself of His glory (cf Phil 2:7) and came to earth to die on the Cross. He came down among us and became poor in order to reveal to us His divine glory, which we shall contemplate fully in heaven, our blessed home.
Who could have invented a greater sign of love? We are left in awe before the mystery of a God who lowered himself to take on our human condition, to the point of giving His life for us on the Cross (cf Phil 2:6-8). In His poverty, - as Saint Paul reminds us - "though he was rich, yet for your sake he became poor, so that by his poverty you might become rich" (2 Cor 8:9), and came to offer salvation to sinners. How can we give thanks to God for such magnanimous goodness?
3. The Magi found Jesus at "Bêth-lehem" which means "house of bread". In the humble stable in Bethlehem on some straw lay the "grain of wheat" who, by dying, would bring forth "much fruit" (cf Jn 12:24). When speaking of Himself and His saving mission in the course of His public life, Jesus would later use the image of bread. He would say "I am the bread of life", "I am the bread which came down from heaven", "the bread that I shall give for the life of the world is my flesh". (Jn 6: 35.41.51).
Faithfully pursuing the path of our Redeemer from the poverty of the Crib to His abandonment on the Cross we can better understand the mystery of His love which redeems humanity. The Child, laid by Mary in the manger, is the Man-God we shall see nailed to the Cross. The same Redeemer is present in the sacrament of the Eucharist. In the stable at Bethlehem He allowed himself to be worshipped under the humble outward appearances of a newborn baby, by Mary, by Joseph and by the shepherds; in the consecrated Host we adore Him sacramentally present in his body, blood, soul and godhead, and He offers himself to us as the food of eternal life. The Mass then becomes a truly loving encounter with the One who gave himself wholly for us. Do not hesitate, my dear young friends, to respond to Him when He invites you "to the wedding feast of the Lamb (cf Rev 19:9). Listen to him, prepare yourselves properly and draw close to the Sacrament of the Altar, particularly in this Year of the Eucharist (October 2004-2005) which I have proclaimed for the whole Church.
4. "They fell down and worshipped Him" (Mt 2:11). While the Magi acknowledged and worshipped the baby that Mary cradled in her arms as the One awaited by the nations and foretold by prophets, today we can also worship Him in the Eucharist, and acknowledge Him as our Creator, our only Lord and Saviour.
"Opening their treasures they offered Him gifts, gold and frankincense and myrrh" (Mt 2:11). The gifts that the Magi offered the Messiah symbolised true worship. With gold, they emphasised His Royal Godhead; with incense, they acknowledged Him as the priest of the New Covenant; by offering Him myrrh, they celebrated the prophet who would shed His own blood to reconcile humanity with the Father.
My dear young people, you too offer to the Lord the gold of your lives, namely, your freedom to follow Him out of love, responding faithfully to His call; let the incense of your fervent prayer rise up to him, in praise of His glory; offer Him your myrrh, that is your affection of total gratitude to Him, true Man, who loved us to the point of dying as a criminal on Golgotha.
5. Be worshippers of the only true God, giving Him pride of place in your lives! Idolatry is an ever-present temptation. Sadly, there are those who seek the solution to their problems in religious practices that are incompatible with the Christian faith. There is a strong urge to believe in the facile myths of success and power; it is dangerous to accept the fleeting ideas of the sacred which present God in the form of cosmic energy, or in any other manner that is inconsistent with Catholic teaching.
My dear young people, do not yield to false illusions and passing fads which so frequently leave behind a tragic spiritual vacuum! Reject the seduction of wealth, consumerism and the subtle violence sometimes used by the mass media.
Worshipping the true God is an authentic act of resistance to all forms of idolatry. Worship Christ: He is the Rock on which to build your future and a world of greater justice and solidarity. Jesus is the Prince of peace: the source of forgiveness and reconciliation, who can make brothers and sisters of all the members of the human family.
6. "And they departed to their own country by another way" (Mt 2:12). The Gospel tells us that after their meeting with Christ, the Magi returned home "by another way". This change of route can symbolise the conversion to which all those who encounter Jesus are called, in order to become the true worshippers that He desires (cf Jn 4: 23-24). This entails imitating the way He acted by becoming, as the apostle Paul writes, "a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God". The apostle then adds that we must not be conformed to the mentality of this world, but be transformed by the renewal of our minds, to "prove what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect" (cf Rm 12: 1-2).
Listening to Christ and worshipping Him leads us to make courageous choices, to take what are sometimes heroic decisions. Jesus is demanding, because He wishes our genuine happiness. He calls some to give up everything to follow Him in the priestly or consecrated life. Those who hear this invitation must not be afraid to say "yes" and to generously set about following Him as His disciples. But in addition to vocations to special forms of consecration there is also the specific vocation of all baptised Christians: that is also a vocation to that "high standard" of ordinary Christian living which is expressed in holiness (cf Novo Millennio Ineunte, 31). When we meet Christ and accept His Gospel, life changes and we are driven to communicate our experience to others.
There are so many of our contemporaries who do not yet know the love of God or who are seeking to fill their hearts with trifling substitutes. It is therefore urgently necessary for us to be witnesses to love contemplated in Christ. The invitation to take part in World Youth Day is also extended to you, dear friends, who are not baptised or who do not identify with the Church. Are you not perhaps yearning for the Absolute and in search of "something" to give a meaning to your lives? Turn to Christ and you will not be let down.
7. Dear young people, the Church needs genuine witnesses for the new evangelisation: men and women whose lives have been transformed by meeting with Jesus, men and women who are capable of communicating this experience to others. The Church needs saints. All are called to holiness, and holy people alone can renew humanity. Many have gone before us along this path of Gospel heroism, and I urge you to turn often to them to pray for their intercession. By meeting in Cologne you will learn to become better acquainted with some of them, such as St Boniface, the apostle of Germany, the Saints of Cologne, and in particular Ursula, Albert the Great, Teresa Benedicta of the Cross (Edith Stein) and Blessed Adolph Kolping. Of these I would like to specifically mention St Albert and Teresa Benedicta of the Cross who, with the same interior attitude as the Magi, were passionate seekers after the truth. They had no hesitation in placing their intellectual abilities at the service of the faith, thereby demonstrating that faith and reason are linked and seek each other.
My dear young people as you move forward in spirit towards Cologne, the pope will accompany you with his prayers. May Mary, "Eucharistic woman" and Mother of Wisdom, support you along the way, enlighten your decisions, and teach you to love what is true, good and beautiful. May she lead you all to her Son, who alone can satisfy the innermost yearnings of the human mind and heart.
Go with my blessing!
Castel Gandolfo, 6 August 2004
JOHN PAUL II
Posted by Shawn on 8/18/2005 12:30:00 AM 0 comments
Read your Bible!!!!
"Good lovers are students of the beloved." - Erik Thoennes
Posted by Shawn on 7/26/2005 01:44:00 AM 0 comments
From Saying to Story
The Importance of This Line
One of the first steps we take in the chapter summary method of Bible study is to create a caption. After reading the chapter several times, we begin to get a feel for it. Being thus familiarized with the text, we posit a theme and bestow a title. In the original writings of Scripture the text is continuous with any navigation being internal. Of course, many modern translators have taken it upon themselves to divide the text into sections and offer their own headings. This is usually not misleading and often quite helpful in many ways. In fact, it is so helpful that it has become convention for most popular writing published these days. It is so much a part of how we read that we likely do not notice it except when it is not there. The heading gives us our bearings. In one succinct line it sums up the subject of the succeeding segment of information. Some may argue that they dumb us down, that good writing does not need headings and intelligent readers can navigate literature quite nicely on their own, thank you very much! I will not dispute that. My intention is not to contend for headings in writing. I rather would like to make an observation about headings in life.
The Sayings of the Soul
We all use them. It may be a line from a song lyric, movie line, Scripture verse, political speech, or just that one thing someone once told you that has always stuck with you. These are the sayings of our soul, the headings of our lives. They are planted in the soil of our psyche and their growth is our life story.
“Everybody hurts sometimes.”
“The pain then is part of the happiness now.”
“In any case, we must press on.”
“Always tip for any service”
“We were meant to live for so much more!”
“No! We will not die like dogs. We will fight like lions!”
“Greater is He who is in me than he who is in the world.”
“All men are created equal.”
“Always wear clean underwear.”
Sayings like these course through the veins of us all. They propel us into action and punctuate our lives with meaning.
Storybook Memoirs
When the cares of this life creep in and threaten to choke out our priorities, we have a choice. Which script do we listen to? Which maxim do we claim? Will it be “family comes first” or “keep up with the Jones’s”? Might it be “excellence honors God,” or “good enough for government work”?
Lately, I have been repeating a saying in my soul: “I serve at the pleasure of the Lord.” My work, my ministry, my life was given to me as a charge. It is a privilege and a pleasure. But as soon as God wants me to move on I will. He was good enough to plant me where I am. He may be cultivating me, growing me, and will some day put me in a bigger pot. Or I may possibly have begun a lifelong residence where I am. Maybe I am there to make it into a bigger pot.
Realizing that I serve at the Lord’s pleasure has also helped me to deal with the resignation of my boss and friend, who has recently decided to move on. It has also made me more mindful of the fact I will someday die. God made me for a purpose and only He knows when that purpose will be fulfilled. Another popular maxim, that I also subscribe to is, “You give and take away.”
What do you want on your tombstone?
When they write the account of our lives in the annals of history, what will be the sayings behind each story, the titles of each chapter, the headings demarcating each season of life? What drives us? What are you going through right now? How are you dealing with it? What is your working title? It may make all the difference.
Posted by Shawn on 7/22/2005 12:11:00 PM 1 comments
Apologist Padwan
I have officially been accepted as a student at BIOLA university to pursue my graduate education in Christian Apologetics!
I am very much looking forward to becoming a scholar in this field of great interest and import.
Posted by Shawn on 7/15/2005 01:34:00 AM 1 comments
"Reflection"
Moon lies down in the sky
Half alive, half a lie.
Will the sun ever shine?
Through the night, day draws nigh.
Posted by Shawn on 6/28/2005 01:30:00 AM 0 comments
I'm going to take a nap.
Long day. Big headache. So exhausted. Enough said.
Posted by Shawn on 6/25/2005 07:36:00 PM 0 comments
i thirst
I am thirsty, incredibly thirsty. I just had a huge glass of cold Tropicana Grovestand orange juice. I didn't know it until I tasted it. But I was craving it. It was so delicious, good, pure and sweet. I want more. I may just get more when I'm done here. But the thirst of my body is not exactly what I'm getting at. It's true, my body thirsts in other ways, in out-of-shape 29-year-old ways. My right knee is weak and hurts when I put weight on it, brought on by some unknown trigger last weekend. And my mind doesn't seem to be getting enough rest lately. And I guess that's really it. I'm restless inside, thirsty for something more.
My soul is desirous of something it does not have. Only, I'm at a loss to discern what it is. I know that I bear the weight of hurt and loss all around me. I know too much. I feel the pain of the people around me. I've lived too much. I have regrets. Uncertainty lies before me, resides within. Like a mass of smog obscuring the mountains from view, so are my emotions to my heart. In the past, I had been nothing if not in tune with my inner thoughts and feelings. Now, I simply walk on, contented with the outcomes of the battles of the past where I fought to find meaning and direction. I am not prepared to succomb to mediocrity or settle for anything less than zealous pursuit of my dreams. But every adventurer needs to pause sometimes, look at his compass, survey the land, conceive again the reason and reward of the journey, rest and revel in progress made, before embarking once again for new lands.
May every mountain flow free with living springs and every valley be lined with orange groves as far as the eye can see!
I am comforted with this one thought. To everything there is a season and a time to every purpose under heaven. Even the most delicious oranges beg the patience of the grower. In the meantime the tree must be cultivated, readied to bear fruit. And we must realize that as we are laid bare we are well made ready.
Posted by Shawn on 6/25/2005 12:19:00 AM 1 comments
High School Highlights
Okay, so I just posted a bunch of song lyrics that I wrote in high school. Some of them reflect my then heavy influence by Christian metal bands. Some are laughable, some insightful, all a part of my growth as a writer. The archives now go back as far as 1990. Enjoy!
Posted by Shawn on 6/20/2005 05:49:00 PM 0 comments
Relive the Music!
An amazing thing is happening this summer. Some of the best bands ever to bear the name of Christ are coming together again.
GUT LEVEL MUSIC:
The Choir, Altar Boys, Undercover, Crumbacher, 441
Mariner's Church, Irvine CA
August 19
METAL MISSIONARIES:
Tourniquet, Barren Cross, White Cross, Holy Soldier, Deliverance, Sacred Warrior, Recon, Saint, Neon Cross
Roosevelt Bowl at Perris Hill Park, San Bernardino CA
August 27 & 28
Posted by Shawn on 6/18/2005 01:59:00 PM 0 comments
Spiraling, etc.
Many new writings on this blog now. Some more to come. One in particular, that I wrote 2 1/2 years ago seems to fit me so well these days:
"Spiral Notebook"
Posted by Shawn on 6/07/2005 06:42:00 PM 0 comments
Class of 1994
I've just added selected writings of mine from 1994. Check out the archives.
Posted by Shawn on 5/17/2005 05:12:00 PM 1 comments
Burgeoning Vocabulary
I found this vocabulary list from my senior year in high school (2/94). I still use some of these words today.
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Vocabulary List #1
acuiesce:
agree or consent without complaint
burgeon:
bud; develop rapidly
circuitous:
roundabout, indirect
deleterious:
harmful or injurious
ephemeral:
short lived; transient
frenetic:
frenzied
inexorable:
relentless
loquacious:
talkative
maladroit:
clumsy, awkward
propitiate:
appease, gain favor of
Posted by Shawn on 5/17/2005 04:48:00 PM 1 comments
As a dog returns to its vomit...
Dogville, starring Nicole Kidman and Paul Bettany (A Knight's Tale, A Beuatiful Mind, Master and Commander), is absolutely the best theatrical presentation of the gospel I have ever seen. That is besides, of course, actual presentations of the gospel and Les Miserables. Okay, so it's at least up there. This may be my new favorite movie (at least up there). To adequately give this movie the review and contemplation it deserves would require many thousands of words.
I am not sure the intentions of the writer in this movie (frankly, he is new to me) but it seems to be a deft parable illustrating the condition of man and the offer of grace. Sadly, it shows what happens when people deny they need grace and rather use grace to feed their own pleasure.
The stylizing of this movie is quite provocative. And if you haven't seen it, I'll let you be surprised. For I am afraid that in the telling you'd be deterred from watching this masterful story. It is enough to say that this movie is told uniquely and appropriately in a way that is totally engaging and underlines the themes of the parable.
That is not to mention the amazingly well-done performances given by everyone in the cast. Every character has depth and is illuminating. And even the kids (with lines) deliver convincing, realistic and weighty performances.
A word of warning: This movie has a few non-gratuitous, yet somewhat graphic scenes. This, together with the subject matter, earns it's R rating.
out of 5 smiley faces
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Biased Ranting about Biased Reporting on Religious Bias
I was flipping channels and came across Paula Zahn's show and a report about a marginalized and ostracized chaplain at the Air Force Academy. So I went online to learn more. Here's what I found. My comments appear in bold italics.
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Air Force probes religious bias charges at academy
Cadet complaints are rising at Colorado school, officials say
From Mike Mount
CNN Washington Bureau
Thursday, May 5, 2005 Posted: 12:17 PM EDT (1617 GMT)
WASHINGTON (CNN) -- The U.S. Air Force said Tuesday it will appoint a task force to investigate allegations of religious intolerance at the Air Force Academy.
Among the items to be reviewed will be Air Force policy and guidance concerning religious respect and tolerance at the academy, said acting Secretary of the Air Force Michael Dominguez.
Some 55 complaints of religious discrimination have been filed going back to 2001, prompting school officials to require that all 9,000 cadets and faculty and staff members take a 50-minute course on religious sensitivity, academy officials said.
In addition, a report last week by a Washington-based religious liberty group accused cadets and staff members of creating a climate that discriminated against non-Christians at the academy in Colorado Springs, Colorado.
That’s a new one. I wonder how we should fix that problem.
"We have concluded that both the specific violations and the promotion of a culture of official religious intolerance are pervasive, systematic and evident at the very highest levels of the academy's command structure," said the report from Americans United for Separation of Church and State.
I’m sorry, but AU is not a “religious liberty” group.
The group, which according to its Web site is a nonpartisan, nonsectarian organization founded in 1947 to defend the principle of religious freedom, said its investigation and report were based on "numerous complaints from a variety of sources."
WOW! Check out that biased reporting. Now do you really think that the parenthetical clause describing the organization was necessary? Already, the “reporter” is painting the AU as the good guys, and characterizing an average of 11 complaints out of 9000 people a year as widespread.
Among the allegations are that cadets are frequently pressured to attend chapel and take religious instruction, particularly in the evangelical Christian faith; that prayer is a part of mandatory events at the academy; and that in at least one case a teacher ordered students to pray before beginning their final examination.
Has it ever occurred to anyone that non-Christians could actually respect our right to pray without having to join in, instead of revoking our rights for their appeasement?
The report said it found that non-Christian cadets are subjected to "proselytization or religious harassment" by more senior cadets; and that cadets of other religions are subject to discrimination, such as being denied passes off-campus to attend religious services.
Proselytizing and harassment are pretty emotionally and politically charged words. What do they mean by that? Would me talking about my faith and suggesting someone come to chapel with me count? If so, can’t one just say no without going and telling the colonel on me?
The report said that in at least two cases "highly qualified individuals were dissuaded from attending the academy ... after learning of the official culture of religious intolerance and hostility toward those who do not subscribe to and practice evangelical Christianity.
"When the Air Force is denied the service of the country's best and brightest young people because they feel excluded from the academy by religious intolerance, the armed forces and the nation as a whole are weakened," the report said.
Here, here!
The Air Force said its investigating task force will comprise Air Force officials, including a representative of the general counsel's office and a chaplain. The team is expected to report to the academy in about a week.
The task force is expected to examine academy commanders who may "enhance or detract from a climate that respects both the free exercise of religion and the establishment clauses of the First Amendment," according to an Air Force statement.
The investigation follows a sexual assault scandal that rocked the academy in 2003.
Hold on! Don’t you dare start putting evangelization on par with sexual assault! Why even bring that up but to negatively characterize evangelism.
Rising complaints
More than 90 percent of the academy's students identify themselves as Christians, with 60 percent saying they were Protestant and 30 percent Catholic.
Excuse me, but this might help explain the prevalent positive attitude towards participation in Christianity.
About 1 percent are Jewish and the rest is made up of Hindus and Buddhists, among others, according to academy officials.
Complaints ranging from anti-Semitic slurs to teachers preaching in class were mounting with the school's chaplain last summer, according to school officials.
If there are slurs they must be dealt with. It is inevitable to come across some ignorant and immature cadets, but they should be dealt with individually. I’m sorry, but if these cadets found themselves in an university rather than the academy, they would be listening to their professors preach about things they didn’t want to hear there too.
In one case, students promoted the Mel Gibson movie "Passion of the Christ" by plastering hundreds of movie posters in the cafeteria.
Oh the horror!
Students also used their school e-mail accounts to promote the movie, prompting the superintendent of the school, Lt. Gen. John Rosa, to clarify that students could not use government e-mail to promote their religion.
In another instance, the commandant of the academy, Brig. Gen. Johnny Weida, a born-again-Christian, drew fire from at least one student who said the general put God in front of the Constitution in a speech to students.
Can we be a little pettier, please.
The student who filed the complaint noted that as a member of the military one first swears allegiance to the Constitution and then to God.
That’s right, “God and country” is the boy scouts.
An academy official said Weida's messages must now be approved by Rosa and other commanders.
But he’s the commandant!
Officials said none of the complaints appeared to have involved physical attacks and none were reported at the time they occurred.
So, none of the supposed incidents were a big enough deal to report immediately. If I were a speculating man I’d say that some of the non-Christians (who most probably hang out together) got tired of the Christians always talking to them about what they believe and decided to band together to complain.
Officials said most of the incidents were either verbal or actions that insulted another religion.
Come on this kind of stuff happens on the school playground. I can’t go out in public anymore and not have religion insulted. What makes them so special?
None of the complaints involved broken laws or violations of the Uniform Code of Military Justice, but officials said that several students have been counseled for their actions.
Then why an investigation? Why such a big news story in the New York Times and on CNN?
No punishments have been handed down for religious intolerance issues, but one case is being investigated by the Air Force inspector general and they could not comment on it, academy officials said.
Cadet survey
The Air Force has said that a survey of cadets in 2004 uncovered "perceptions of religious bias."
Of the more than 3,500 cadets who responded, more than 50 percent agreed that religious slurs and jokes are used.
Conversely, just fewer than 50 percent reported they "never" heard demeaning comments.
This is the freakin’ military. I’d expect much worse.
Nearly 50 percent of non-Christian cadets surveyed said classmates have a low tolerance for those who do not "follow a religion" or "believe in a divine being."
Maybe “low tolerance” can be read “incredulity.”
On Fox New’s The Big Story with Jon Gibson, the bias went the other way, asking “are secularists trying to silence people of faith.”
Religious Intolerance in the Military?
RICHARD THOMPSON, PRESIDENT, THOMAS MORE LAW CENTER:
First of all, the organization that has been most vocal in this area, Americans United For Separation of Church and State, they're basically an anti-Christian organization. And they're looking at a complaint ratio of 55 complaints over four years, where there have been 36,000 cadets and military people going through that academy, where you have a percentage of .0015. And so, this is really a tempest in a teapot. And what they're trying to do is trumpet their agenda to detract from the Christians that are there.
Finally, some perspective.
There are some vague allegations made that there is a culture there of Christianity. Of course, 90 percent of the cadets there are Christians. And cadets who are Christians talk and try to evangelize. But that is cadet-upon-cadet speech. That is not a command structure that is involved in there. You have really great regulations that the military has on religious freedom and religious tolerance.
And so, what you have here is not a legal issue. It's more of a leadership issue, if there are some specific incidents where there has been intolerance shown.
First of all, we are not talking about students in kindergarten or high school students. We're talking about military personnel. They certainly don't have to say a prayer even if there is a prayer, let's say, before meals. They can stand quietly. They don't have to engage in prayer at all. I think it's really, again, a red herring that is really being drawn into the public arena because of the agenda of Americans United For Separation of Church and State.
AP adds some details:
Air Force Cadets Complain of Religious Harassment
The superintendent, Lt. Gen. John Rosa, conceded there was a problem during a recent meeting of the Board of Visitors, the civilian group that oversees the academy.
"The problem is people have been across the line for so many years when you try and come back in bounds, people get offended," he said.
The board chairman, former Virginia Gov. James Gilmore, warned Rosa that changing things could prove complicated. He said evangelical Christians "do not check their religion at the door."
Why should anyone have to?
Other critics point to a series of incidents, including:
—The Air Force is investigating a complaint from an atheist cadet who says the school is "systematically biased against any cadet that does not overtly espouse Christianity."
—The official academy newspaper runs a Christmas ad every year praising Jesus and declaring him the only savior. Some 200 academy staff members, including some department heads, signed it. Whittington noted the ad was not published last December.
— The academy commandant, Brig. Gen. Johnny Weida, a born-again Christian, said in a statement to cadets in June 2003 that their first responsibility is to their God. He also strongly endorsed National Prayer Day that year. School spokesman Johnny Whitaker said Weida now runs his messages by several other commanders.
— Some officer commission ceremonies were held at off-campus churches. In a letter dated April 6, Weida said the ceremonies would be held on campus from now on.
Rosa and other academy leaders say some among the large number of Christian cadets — nearly 2,600 are Protestant and some 1,300 are Roman Catholic — may not realize that evangelism is unwelcome among their fellow students. The rest of the corps includes 121 Mormons, 44 Jews, 19 Buddhists and a few Muslims, Hindus and others. There are 15 chaplains and one rabbi.
Rosa himself intervened when Christian cadets began promoting "The Passion," Mel Gibson's movie about the crucifixion of Christ. He told cadets they should not use government e-mail or other facilities to promote their personal agendas.
USA Today reports it this way:
Academy critic says she was fired
By Patrick O'Driscoll, USA TODAY
In a two-page memo last July, [chaplain, Capt. Melinda] Morton and Yale Divinity School professor Kristen Leslie summarized the findings of a weeklong visit to cadet basic training. Academy officials had invited Leslie and six Yale graduate students to observe how the chaplains minister to the cadets.The Yale team complimented the chaplains for "talent and enthusiasm" in serving new cadets during the grueling, six-week boot camp before their freshman year. But the memo also raised concerns about the "stridently evangelical themes" at a worship service attended by 600 new cadets.
That sounds voluntary to me.
Leslie reported that an academy chaplain urged cadets to pray for those who didn't attend, to try to convert them and "remind them of the consequences ... (that) those not 'born again will burn in the fires of hell.' "
That sounds compassionate to me.
"When we saw this kind of predominant, pervasive evangelical conservative Christian message putting itself forward as pastoral care, we noted it," Leslie said in an interview.
This is a comment by a Lutheran chaplain who, apparently, has never read the Bible. If she had she probably would have recognized that message from the New Testament.
Whitaker told The Gazette of Colorado Springs last month that several other chaplains have denied the team's depiction of that service, because no one said anything about burning "in the fires of hell."
"I can't find anybody who said they said what was quoted in (the Yale report)," Whitaker told the newspaper.
Morton said, "The issue is the environment that we the adults are creating ... in which we set the tone that evangelicalism is the official religion of the Air Force Academy."
I’ve been to the Air Force Academy. The most prominent and beautiful structure there is the chapel. Why would they have built that there if not to express the faith of many of its officers?
Americans United lay some of the blame on evangelical Christian groups in Colorado Springs, the state's second-largest city. Across Interstate 25 from the academy are such groups as Focus on the Family, the International Bible Society and New Life Church, an 11,000-member church whose pastor, Ted Haggard, heads the National Association of Evangelicals.
Oh, by the way, while we’re at it, here’s something else we don’t like about evangelicals.
Cadet surveys show more than 90% of the students are Christian. Of those, about one-third consider themselves evangelical Christians.
"There's a great deal of overlap of on-campus and off-campus evangelism," said Barry Lynn, executive director of Americans United. "You simply don't find that at the other service academies. Since all of this broke, we have had over 50 new incidents in e-mails and complaints, and all but one relate to the Air Force Academy."
Hmm, makes me want to join the Air Force.
Tom Minnery of Focus on the Family, said Lynn's group is on a "witch hunt here. They will not rest until religion is eradicated from that campus."
Minnery said the academy's most recognizable building, its multispired Cadet Chapel, "is not there by accident. These cadets are being trained to make the ultimate sacrifice for their country, to meet their maker."
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