"Doubt"

At times I doubt
And with this doubt comes an instability
In everything I do
Sometimes I think
That I've lost my faith when I'm only unsure
Of who I am in You

Is it lack of sleep, too much to do
Is it me not knowing what is true
Is it Satan playing me for a fool
Is it nothing more than feeling blue

Where, O where do these feelings come from
Why, O why do I feel so low
Peace of mind, I think I need some
Love of God, I must come to know

circa August 1993