"Who Am I 2 U?"

My body's trapped inside this world of hate
My soul's cursed with mortality
My mind's not sure where it is
My heart is dark and muddled

See the confusion of my perfect world
Feel the depression of real love
Hear the cries of a happy man
Who am I to you?

I wake in the morning
I feel so bad
Someone calls from somewhere north
But I neglect to answer
At the end of the day
I remember the call
I need to break this silence

Thoughts start to intrude my mind
Desperate, devious, dirty sins
Destroy what good is left in there
God don't kill me now
Once I called you "Lord"
I want to once again
I want to once again

See the confusion of my perfect world
Feel the depression of real love
Hear the cries of a happy man
Who am I to you?

And so you look at me
And say that there is hope
I'm glad I'm good for something

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